naive

I don't know how to express my anger towards you. I don't know how to tell you how much i'm upset and how much I miss you. I fell for you when we were around eachother, but now i'm falling deeper that were not. Every glimpse I get of you, every rare chance I get to hold you, is making it worse. I honeslty don't know what happened, don't know what I did or didn't do for it to turn out like this. I need you to tell me it's over, I need to hear it from your mouth, because I feel so stupid waiting for you right now. When probably, you moved on long ago.

That afternoon, you told me it wasn't passionate love and fine, I agreed. But I couldn't help myself to want more of that amazing smile, and now here I am, alone in this pathetic love story, dwelling on you.
The worst part of it, it's that you know. You know I want you.

It's pissing me off that it had to end this way. I want to be able to hold you and talk to you like I used to.

I miss you