one day I will be on that page..

http://www.marcjacobs.com/#folder=/worldofmarcjacobs/employeesofthemoment

breakaway

This world we live in is flipping huge. Why should I stay here, in my little lost corner of Canada ? I wanna leave, I wanna live. Live the life everyone should live. Enjoy a sunset in Greece, the soft waters of Fidji, the clostrophobic feeling of walking around in Tokyo, munch on some amazing italian pasta in Rome. I wanna see it all.

This weekend I was in Maine at my brother's house. Typical college house. But i just love it. I felt so free, so independant. High School is pissing me off, in no way is it letting me do what i love. Tomorrow, i'll learn stuff that I will forget by the time I get home.

SCREW IT. I wanna grow up.
I know , I should be enjoying these moments, its the best days of my life, blablabla. I mean I love my friends here and all, but nothing is holding me back from leaving. I can't wait until August, oh god I can't wait.

I wanna do my own little grocery in an organic store, I want to go get a coffee before work in the morning. I want to be able to have a messy appartment, eat chinese take-out 5 times a week, shop in vintage boutiques, work in the fashion industry. Have my friends over for some wine. I want a cheap ass appartment decorated with urban outfitters house stuff, I want to live in NYC, I want to have a man with messy hair who will wake me up with a kiss.

Dear Diary, I want my life.

everything comes to an end

So I was in the bus coming home from school, and like every other day, my stupid Ipod goes out of battery. So I ask one of my friend if I could borrow an earphone from hers. The song Goodbye from Miley Cyrus was playing. Yes yes, i hear you, Ew Miley Cyrus! But honestly, the song is pretty good. Anyways my point is, I flipping hate goodbyes. I think it's the worst feeling and situation someone can go threw... And then something hit me. I'm graduatin high school this year. I mean, yes, okay, I already knew that. But that very minute, I realized, wow, this is it. Finito, Dunzo l'amigos. June 22th, 2009 will be my last high school day... overwhelming much?

Why do goodbyes even exist? Why can't we just never leave someone or something ? Be forever, you know. I guess everything does happen for a reason..

L. Mayday, xo
p.s.: Did you guys see the new See by Chloé shoe collection

hitting the stores in December? O-M-G! I'm so getting

a pair of those dark blue or red moccasin-style high tops.

hormonal teachers who think they're god..

I really dont feel like going to school...

prince charming

Ever wonder what your prince charming or delightful princess looks like?

You know the one we so call soulmate.. Well here are a few criterias i'm looking forward to see when my own version of Chace Crawford will knock at my Upper East Side penthouse or my one and a half appartement in the Bronx.... depending on how much life loves me

( Before you start complaining about how small the writting is, I suggest you click on the imagine)




L. Mayday, xo

Carolina in my mind

Hi to all of you lovely readers.

I'm a first timer to this blog phenomenon. Yes, I might be a virgin to this site, but I ain't no starter to life. This is why I decided to share my thoughts, laughs and adventures with all you curious strangers. You could say some kind of diary. My life is , of course, sometimes rather boring.
But isn't that the whole beauty of it?

This sweet insanity is about to begin...
I'll keep you posted.
L. Mayday , xo

p.s. : Oh, how do I miss summertime!